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| from Heredity Angie Vasquez |
In a dream my Mother tells me, "They don't live with death everyday like we do." Juana Tovar Vasquez, bridge to our past, the first who came to this country linking us all on her funeral day. To say she was small would not describe her thick tortilla hands, strong from rolling, patting, forming rounds circles of heaven with some white flour, rain water and bacon fat. It would not describe how her legs walked "uptown" and back wire basket on wheels pulling goods home to her family picking from corporate owned fruit trees along the way grandchildren in tow. She told my dad he was the head of the family at age four when her second husband, Don Feliciano died, someone most of us can not remember, the man she moved countries for, another ancestor who came to this country made it possible for us. Immigrants, we came from Mexican immigrants hard working sun colored people who made cold Newton, Iowa their home paved the way for us to live in grace and ease. Outhouse out back, waking early stoking the fire drawing water from the indoor well she cared for her sons, washing clothes by hand, growing her own vegetables, making beans, enchiladas, stews with meat, potatoes, onions, tomatoes, chiles, her own piccadillo, mole. This woman started it all, hardy peasant woman who loved her sons above all, tolerated their wives before she came to love them too, protecting her young, looking out for their needs, this woman makes me proud to be her descendant, her flesh. This woman has passed, her red lipstick gone, her pretty flowered house dresses hang empty, her little flat feet patter no more across the kitchen floor. She was an original. We can only hope to be as tenacious as we leave our footprint on this planet for another, carry her name, her seed, her DNA. |
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