collapsing. Speed falters; the water-jacket — iron hot —
grills the cylinder til the coolant
vaporizes, or plumes
into the gastank, reeking of cooked metal. I don't understand it. Drivebelts
shred like string-cheese. All of a sudden, the chassis
starts floating. There's

of spillage. I had a breakdown. A break-
down, one of many so far this year. I-90 hummed there
for five hours. Warts of refineries. Bleak,
jammed motorway. A killdeer claimed
a greasy puddle under the armature. Its namesake call
an alarm, repeated. By midnight, each minute
was an egg deposited from the anus of the queen bee
into a waxy hexagon, sealed & remote.

smallish man. Neat. Trim. He wore a kempt beard, a clean over-
coat. I knew him as Death & called him "Father." This
made Olson laugh because he knew the poet I thought of as
a father was already dead. Soon, we are embracing. I am so moved
with affection for him, which he returns to me. Our Lady is drooping light.
A weird anxiety & certainty. I want to mention his glutinous
pace, but there was none. He could not walk. What strange error
of pride in the world made Olson? For all the wreckage out there,
a towtruck hopefully comes.

from Depth Theology © 2006 University of Georgia Press